doug has gone to Italy and it has been a hurricane of emotions for me. We have a lot of baggage associated with this group

1. i feel jealous that he is there and i am not. i got the first pictures of everyone on a boat and his feet were sticking into the image and i wanted to punch him in the face. it was a

doug gone day 1

Today sucked. its only 5pm but it's sucked.

after taking sophie to target for a new swimsuit this morning, and pulling out money for her to go to hurricane harbor and giving her money for the movies last night, i was pretty bugged. bugged that i don't say no and that i shell out money right and left for that girl.

then we went to ikea to get new sheets. i hate our white sheets so much.