thoughts.

wsimon

• we call him the wrecker. he has a fast and accurate swipe and he's strong, too.
• is 10 months old now.
• copying my babble.
• walked 9 steps on july 1.
• still so happy all the time.
• we're watching a dog this weekend (woofie) and simon got nipped at cuz he was grabbing at his face and hair. not good.
• was playing around with a small white laundry basket today. so intrigued by everything.
• copies patty cake. almost to throw to the birdies.

other junk

• i got problems. what to do about doug. he doesn't get it. doesn't quite understand how intense and exhausting life is for me right now.
• makes me wanna push him away and say "fine. you take care of you and i'll do what i need to take care of me. if i wait for you, its never gonna come."
• i know thats not the right answer, but talking doesn't get us anywhere.
• he went to see cyrus last night. (after being gone most of the day for work. left at6:30 for an 8:05 movie, got home at 1:30, stayed up until 3, got up a 7:00 for a soccer game with Adam Johnson. got sick at the bbq today. oh that's right, he did take the kids all day without me, but it was the first in a really really long time and when he got home he plopped all the bags down and went into his office to read. i never get to do that. ever. ever. never. ever