tonight

Doug went to church at 10:00, got home at 4:45, changed and went to the screening off BFF at 5. texted him at 8:30 and he said he was almost leaving. at 9 he said that there was a big push for the composer coming in tonight. it is now 11:45 and he is still not home.

my thoughts go crazy as one would guess. Last night, they stayed around for at least an hour after they wrapped, just talking. doug blamed it on Clint but it seemed wierd. tonight they are going super late. maybe that's just how kat works. i like her, i do. but i stress out when he is working with her. Russ wouldn't go this late, Carter, Aaron? i don't know. don't love the pattern. don't know what i should do. I need to TRUST him but movies tell me this is suspicious behavior. and then i am suspicious of everything else. constantly looking at his phone, not really connecting with the family yet since he got home. i dunno. i dunno. i dunno.

i hope he gets home soon.