Sunday, June 19, 2011

anti-muse

I've been glum lately. in a funk and really really down. about marriage mostly. about me and doug.

jealous of his doug/kat thing. even though i really like her and her family i've felt threatened. and i know it's because we are missing the 'it' in our marriage.

a muse is a source of inspiration. sophie is a muse. (right now they're writing an impromptu song) kat is a muse, i am not his muse. Why am i not in there with them?? not in photography (as i'm not photogenic) and not in much else creative.

i am the anti-muse.


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