so to finish

sophie got up at 6 to finish homework, penny was up at 6 and for about 2 hours she cried at the drop of a hat. I thought...oh no. i am in for it. late nights, early mornings don't go over so well with penny

everything made her sad. she just couldn't be happy. after we took sophie to school, she was sitting in her carseat waiting for me to get simon out and she said, 'mama, penny awake now.' hahaha, if that isnt the truth. it was like her mind was still asleep but her body was awake and it was very tragic combination.

she feel asleep around 11:30 in her carseat when i drove them around. both so tired. she would ask. mama, where you going? id say, not sure. i'm going to drive around for just a little bit until i can figure it out. and that was enough for her. "ok." and then she crashed.

brought both kids into the house, put them in their cribs and was trying to decide if i should take a nap or clean up. so i went back to my room laid down and immediately fell asleep. penny woke up at 1:30 (again really, really sad. nothing to make her happy) and we came out to the family room and i realized that i feel asleep with both car doors open and the front door to the house open wide for and hour and a half. wow, i guess i was tired. haha.